While the last weeks I’ve got a dream, again and again.
I’m just climbing normal stairs in our school and I can take each of them easily, except of the last one. It is much higher than the others, but no one else have a problem with it. It’s just me and some people start laughing at me. And I never know why it is so hard to climb this fucking stair, because I never realize that it is so high in my dream.
I think I’m very afraid of my final exams and also about what is next in my subconsciousness. “I just gonna abroad, if nothing else works.” This is what I’m telling myself and I don’t know. Probably I’ll never do it. Ummm yeah.
This is fucked up. u___u
I’m gonna take a shower now.